Credits:
The lovely ladies at the Steve Bacic forum for their music videos and help with tidbits.
Big hugs to Dani of Bacic Words for archiving this story.
A special thanks to b5delenn for my very first piece of fanmail on this fic. Go read her stuff!
To Andromedasangel/Serenitysangel for her lovely S4 Rhade wallpapers that have been an inspiration to me and have helped me keep some of my focus.

Music:
Bowling for Soup – The bitch song
Greenday – Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Mandy Moore – Only hope
Nickelback – Feelin’ way too damn good
Puddle of Mudd – She fuckin’ hates me
Seether feat. Amy Lee – Broken
Simple Plan - Perfect
(Note: I realize that this song is a kid singing to their father, but dubsitute the word Dad for Mom and the song suits Jen quite well.) Theory of a Deadman – Santa Monica
Three Days Grace – I hate everything about you
Within Temptation – Memories